week no end

"I'm not fine, i'm in pain, it's harder everyday...
Ditemani maroon 5 masih saja duduk ditempat yang sama dari sminggu yg lalu.
Week no end di awal bulan kedua belas ini. PR kerjaan dengan sifat autotomi kayak ekor cicak, satu selesai tumbuhnya ga brenti brenti.
Semakin lama hidup yang berwarna warni jadi terlihat hitam keabu-abuan. Kurasa ak sudah mulai jenuh dengan segala rutinitas ini.
Perlu membuat sesuatu baru ini untuk membuat hidup kembali berwarna warni.

i want to be happy everyday

Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy. Maybe it's this expectation though of  wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to states of bliss, the more confused we get - to the point where we don't recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were. Until it eventually hits us, it's been there all along. Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.

Katanya aku tidak boleh mengeluh, just smile and everything will be okay. right??mbem, jangan nangis ya, jangan sedih ya.